Good-bye Dear Shane

I don't need a special day to bring you to mind,
The days i don't think of you are very hard to find.
Each morning that i awake i no that you r gone,
And no-one No's the heart ache as i try and carry on.
My heart aches with sadness and secret tears still flow,
What it meant to lose you,no-one will Eva no.
My thoughts are always with you your place no-one can fill,
In life i loved you dearly, in death i loved you still.
There will always be a heart ache and often a silent tear,
But always a precious memory of the days you were here.
I hold you close within my heart,
And there you will remain.
To walk with me through out my life,
Until we meet again...

ok so uhhhhhh

this is the rundown for my next two months

May 20th- Three Days Grace concert (Brandon Hamm, Lyndsi, and possibly Dannie
May 25th- my 18th, last day of school
June 5th- commencment, yea yea yea
June 9th- Lavon's grad party
June 15th- my grad party
July sumthin- move out the house

Desperate to hear the words

Painful moments pass in waiting
Will he finally say it?
Or once again will he delay it?
Either way they’ll never make it
She wants to help him heal
But he refuses to open up and let her in
He knows nothing of how much she cares
They all suppose he is just scared
Someday he’ll need her to be near
But he won’t be able to find her anywhere
Because someday soon she will stop caring
Her little patience is slowly wearing
Years down the road she thinks off him
Wondering just what’s been happening
She gets the call she’s always dreaded
His life is slowly fading
She goes to him to make amends
Telling him she’ll love him to till the end
The minutes pass
It finally comes
The words she’s been waiting for
He tells her he loves her
He drifts to sleep with a smile on his face
He’ll never wake again